Dear 2018, thanks for all the memories, lessons and blessing. Dear 2019, I AM READY!

So everyone must has their own resolutions right? So am I. I just wanna make it memorable here. Let me share my 2019 resolutions here. Some of them is actually 2018 resolutions that has not been fulfilled yet.

1. Lose some weight - Misi nak kurus ni dah lama dari tahun sebelum sebelum tu lagi hehe. I am so bad at this. I need to do something this year otherwise I will be losing my self confidence. My insecurity level will be so high. I will avoid so many people because they keep asking why Im gaining so much weight. Obviously because I eat, right? Sometimes people are so lucky and blessed with a good slim body. I love my body the way it is. I know it's good if I can lose some weigth. But I still feel grateful and appreciate my body the way it is. It just the people at my surrounding keep saying things that I couldn't change immediately (reduce my weight immediately), hence it does make me down. These kind of people did not understand this just because they are not facing the problem. I really think in 2019, people should stop body shaming and stop questioning why you are so thin, why you are so fat, etc etc. And please jangan lah tegur tegur depan orang. Have some privacy lah kalau mulut tu tak tahan sangat nak tegur. Just jangan malukan dia depan orang. Please have some respect.
2. Secure a permenant job - I hope 2019 will be the year where I can have my permanent, dream job. I can't wait to finally being able to give duit raya to my mum and dad, my brrothers and relatives. It's time to be serious in having a job if I want to start thinking about wedding preparation. If possible I only wanted to get married when I already have a stable and good carrier. InshaAllah please pray for me.
3. Less is more - I want to apply this concept in my skincare and makeup routine. I wanna focus on really important and basic thing/steps first. Misi mencantikkan diri is on! If I dah betul betul not skip the basic things, then I will go for advanced. Starting 1st January 2019, I started to try Mary Kay Timewise Age Minimize 3D. Hopefully this range will suits me as I have spent so much many on Mary Kay products! Mary Kay is so expensive. I hope it worth it!
4. Do a part time, small business - Orang cakap, bisness kecil kecilan untuk dapat side income. I belum fikir apa apa lagi as for now Im trying to apply for a permenant job first. It will comes later. One by one. Slowly but surely. Gituuu. 
5. Kurangkan berbelanja - Trying to do some saving this year. Taknak boros boros kalau boleh. This year if possible I nak kurangkan beli duckscarves! Not until I get a good and nice salary. After that boleh continue. Tu pun tengok lah if bebrbaloi. Sebab sekarang I dah suka Cakenis! Cakenis serious best. I will do the review about cakenis later. Yang penting, I nak kawal diri daripada beli benda bukan bukan. Hopefully berjaya lah sebab Im kinda boros bcs I find everything is cute! #prayformyfuturehusband hahaha! Trying my best to always remember this on my mind "keperluan > kemahuan"
6. Mandi awal - I selalu mandi lewat malam. So this year I nak try untuk mandi awal. Taknak dah mandi lewat malam macam selalu. I don't like that habit.
7. Sempurnakan solat 5 waktu - Im trying to be a better Muslim untuk taknak tinggalkan solat dan cuba sedaya upaya I untuk solat diawal waktu. Kalau boleh taknak dah solat hujung hujung waktu. Sebab I percaya, if kita jaga solat, Allah akan jaga kita. If solat kita sempurna, hidup kita akan sempurna. Ya Allah, semoga aku sentiasa berusaha dan rajin untuk menyempurnakan solatku. Amin.
8. Perbanyakkan solat sunat Dhuha - Semoga tahun ni I lebih rajin untuk solat sunat Dhuha sebab tu pembawa rezeki. InshaAllah. I nak tengok and witness sendiri apa solat Dhuha ni boleh bagi kesan positif dekat I. So I kena lah buat. 
9. Belajar berenang - I tak reti berenang. So I betul betul teringin nak join swimming class. I hope this year I will be able to swim. Because swimming is basic necessity that everyone must know, right? Dalam Islam pun kita digalakkan untuk tahu berenang, memanah dan berkuda. So I will focus on swimming first. 
10. Update blog - Last but not least, I want to be more active in updating my blog. Hopefully I lebih rajin untuk tulis entry. Actually ada banyak sangat benda untuk dikongsi but I didn't make it to express it here. Semoga tahun ni I menjadi lebih rajin.