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Oh the title.... Do you guys know what irritable bowel syndrome is all about? Let just short-form it, IBS. So what is IBS? According to the info I found on the website, IBS is a common disorder that affects the large intestine. Signs and symptoms include cramping, abdominal pain, bloating, gas, and diarrhea or constipation, or both.

IBS can be triggered by food, stress and hormone. Basically food is related with someone yang ada allergy to certain food or ingredients. While for stress, most people with IBS experience worse or more frequent signs and symptoms during periods of increased stress. On the other hand, usually women is those that will be affected by IBS due to hormonal changes. The signs or symptoms are worse even more especially during or around menstrual periods.

To know the details, I hope you can google. I don't want to copy paste it here because that is not necessary. You can always google it. You can read about the symptoms, causes, who are at risk, complication, prevention, treatment and many more.

In my case, I tak pernah sedar yang I ada IBS ni. Tapi I perasan lah yang I kerap sakit kat bahagian perut or my digestive system if I have to do something important and BIG for me.

Too happy, sakit perut.....

Too nervous, sakit perut.....

Too stress, sakit perut.....

Too scared, sakit perut.....

Too sad, sakit perut.....

Sakit perut dan rasa tak selesa kat bahagian perut, tak boleh nak makan. Tak lalu. Tak boleh sumbat pun. Rasa sakit tu macam macam. Kekadang rasa macam mencucuk, kekadang rasa macam keras, kekadang rasa ngilu, pedih semua ada.

I tak aware pun ada penyakit dipanggil IBS ni until one day I jumpa doktor at private clinic. Doktor tak dapat diagnose sakit yang lain, tapi dia ada cakap "Awak ni ada IBS ni. IBS tu bla bla bla. Dia akan sakit bahagian perut. Apa apa yang awak rasa, dia akan bagi kesan kat perut. Rasa tak selesa apa semua" So ever since that, I googled about IBS and now I know little bit bout the syndrome. Tu satu hal. Tapi pasal IBS ni kejap je, lepastu I pun dah lupa.

Few months after that, this happened masa I busy buat thesis master, masa tu I memang tersangat lah stress. Stress to the max tapi yang pelik I memang takde sakit kepala langsung. Langsung takde. Walaupun selalu tidur lambat siapkan assignments, stress itu ini sebab macam macam problem, tapi sikit sakit kepala pun takde. Tapi I takde la terfikir sangat sebab masa tu memang fikir thesis je.

Tapi I selalu sakit perut. Ni sakit perut yang diarrhea tu taw. Diarrhea = cirit birit. Mula mula I fikir I salah makan. Sebab memang perut I sensitif sikit. Kalau makan cili padi mesti sakit perut nak cirit. Kalau selalu skip breakfast, pun sakit perut nak membuang. Kalau period, orang selalu senggugut je. Tapi I, senggugut + sakit perut nak buang air besar je. Memang perut sensitif.

Ok back to masa busy siapkan thesis, I sakit perut diarrhea tu. Selalu kalau salah makan, I akan minum teh o pekat and dia akan okay lepas 1-2 hari. Tapi it continously diarrhea for two weeks. Everytime I makan, I mesti akan cirit birit. Diarrhea tu buat kita lemah sebab kita akan dehydrated. Sebab keluar air banyak sangat.

Imagine I macam tu selama 2 minggu, memang I lemah jugak la. Dengan banyak kerja nak kena buat, tu pun I kuatkan semangat. Sampai tahap I takut nak makan, takut cirit lagi. Ni bukan buang air biasa taw, kalau buang air biasa tu bagus la kan. Tapi ni yang serious lemah gila bila cirit birit. Berat I pun turun time tu. I tak perasan berat turun sampai lah jiran I tegur I nampak kurus sikit. Kahkah!

Disebabkan I busy gila masa tu, I tahan je sampai 2 minggu. Tapi bila masuk minggu ketiga, I decide nak jumpa doktor. Doktor klinik kerajaan pula. Sebab I dah taktahan. I ingat I ada sakit yang serious la. After doktor cek itu, cek ini last last doktor tanya "Awak stress tak? Awak tengah buat apa ye sekarang?" And I pun mengaku lah yang I memang tengah stress sangat sangat sebab tengah usaha completing my thesis and preparing for viva + assignments and presentations yang non stop. Doktor tu senyum je and cakap "sebab awak stress, sebab tu awak sakit perut yang cirit birit sampai 2 minggu"

I tetiba baru teringat yang dulu ada doktor cakap I ada IBS. So maybe sebab ni lah. Then doktor yang gov clinic ni cakap, "kita akan bagi awak air garam untuk redakan sakit tu. Tapi yang sebetulnya, takde betul betul ubat boleh hilangkan sakit ni forever. It just you, yang kena kawal stress you. Jangan stress sangat. Take it easy. Everything will be fine"

Since that day, I cuba set in my mind to control my stress. At least, to not think too hard. Because it's for my own health condition. Sebab I sumpah tak larat asyik nak kena pergi toilet je. Air dalam badan pun dah kurang. So bila I try control stress tu, sikit sikit diarrhea tu jadi getting better. Alhamdulillah. Tapi towards the end of MBA journey, ada juga lah sakit sakit tu tapi stil controllable. Takde lah sampai 2 minggu.

Even up until now, kalau I ada benda yang buat I nervous contoh nak pergi IV, memang I akan sakit perut. Too happy got hired pun perut I sakit. Sakit yang tak boleh nak makan, and nak ke toilet saja. I try my best to control. Kesian perut I. Risau jugak sebenarnya tapi hopefully takde apa apa yang serious lah.

Tu je I nak cerita untuk entry kali ni. I just nak share yang penyakit macam irritable bowel syndrome (IBS) is actually exist. May Allah always reward me with a good health! Aminnnn.

Ok guys, thanks for reading. Till next entry ya. Take care and assalamulaikum!

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Alhamdulillah, all praises to Allah, that give me Rezeki. Alhamdullilah I finally got hired! Satu azam untuk tahun 2019 dah terlaksana. Didn't expect it was this fast. Thank you Allah. I will be report my duty on 11th February. It is three weeks from now! I am so excited and nervous at the same time since this my very first permanent job!

I will be under training for about two weeks. And then probation for 6 months. And after that only I will get absorbed to the company (if my performance going well). InshaAllah.

I will try my best in doing the job. Im not gonna miss the opportunity given. Please pray for me! May Allah ease everything for me. May I have a good and understanding bosses, may I have the supportive, kind and helpful colleague, may I have the best working environment, may the company I will work later on gives me the best experience I will ever had. May this company is the best for me.

It's okay to have lots of works/tasks to do, but I hope and I pray to Allah that the stress is very controllable. InshaAllah.

So this is basically the sequence of my application until how I get hired.

5th January 2019 (Saturday): Sent the job application to HR.
8th January 2019 (Tuesday): Got a call from HR to set an interview session
15th January 2019 (Tuesday): Attended the interview session. The interviewer said the result will come out in three (3) working days. If I have been selected, they will call me.
16th January 2019 (Wednesday): They called me to say I have been selected for the applied position. Alhamdulillah! Im shocked as the result came out just one day after. So fast and efficient.
17th January 2019 (Thursday): I have been asked to collect the offer letter at their office. I signed the offer letter and agreed with the contracts, rules and everything related to the company.
11th February 2019 (Monday): It will be my first day of working! Wish me luck guys!

That's pretty much about the chronological (cewah) of my job application. Alhamdulillah.

So in this entry, I would like to share with you what questions that have been asked to me during the interview session. The session took about 30 minutes long. I just want to write and share it simply here because this kinda be my diary as well. Not necessarily for you guys because you can always google and watch youtube of the top questions asked in interview, right? But this is actually for me, so that one day, I will look back to this post and read and able to remember the questions on my first interview for this year!

So lets get started...

Tell me about yourself.
Tell me about your family's background.
How do you know about our company?
What do you know about our company?
Why do you want to be a _______? Why _______ out of any other?
Why do you want to work here? Why this company?
Are you willing to relocate?
If let say u get hired, what will u do to ____________ within only 3 months. Is it possible?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
What are your roles at the previous company?
Why we should hire you?
Being an MBA student, what lesson you learned the most?

To be honest, all these questions I have already prepared the answer. So Im okay even though Im very nervous that time. But I still satisfied because it turned out better if compared to my first interview last year.

But for the number 12, Im not prepared at all with this question. However I remembered what my lectures told me about how MBA graduates should always do. So I just hentam tunggang langgang je jawab. Lebih kurang macam ni lah.

"Being an MBA student has taught me to give something back to the organization. Instead of just receive an order to do this and that, we should identify what is wrong, what is need to be changed or improved, in order to help the organization grow. Receiving an order is what undergraduate students did. That's what my lecturer told me. In every subjects, we learned on how to make the organization to always be in a competitive advantage and be as efficient as possible in the industry"

Phew nasib I ingat sikit sikit. Tah apa apa la I jawab, asalkan jawab kan. Jangan diam and aaa aaa aaa je. Tunjuk sikit confident tu. Broken english pun lantakkan as long as you have tried your best!

Ok lah that's all for now. Till next entry. Assalamualaikum.

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So I have been receiving a lot of questions regarding MBA in my inbox. Most of the questions are pretty much the same. Most people ask me the same questions all over again. Probably that's the things that they wanted to know. So I feel wanted to post it here which might help you guys because you may want to ask this too. I hope this helps. Because this the least I can do for you guys.

First of all, I will try my best to answer them all. Im sorry if Im not answering your questions and might be out of topic sometimes.

Basically I will put few frequently asked questions here. If what you want is not here, feel free to leave the comment to ask.

So let's get started...

1. I have a Bachelor Degree in XXXX (or any other Degree other than business background) and I feel like I am one of the just average student, do you think I can ace in Master? I'm not underestimating myself but I'm just worried it will be too tough and I can't cope with it.

Ans= I also not a business background student. I took Bachelor in Science Biology for my degree. If I can do it, you also can, my dear. Statistics is not an easy course. So you may not have a problem with simple calculation subjects such as managerial statistics, finance and accounting, but you may need to put an extra effort in relating the numbers with business case. It's like, you have to be a lil bit more creative in answering case studies. It's okay, you definitely can do that! For me the hardest subject is strategic management. It was very hard to score because it isn't just a theory. I think theory only covers 20%. The rest 80% is to test our critical thinking. The lecturers for this subject is also very strict. The other subjects like marketing, economy, human resource management, and operation management are easier. They are 50% theory and 50% critical thinking. Critical thinking such as case study. My advice for you is to focus more on ABR (applied business research). You have to find a good partner, because doing proposal and thesis for MBA in UiTM is very challenging. Because we need a real company to collaborate with. Other than that, everything will be okay. I know you can do this. For me, degree life is more tough and challenging.

2. How about the class schedule during the week? I will be back and forth from Selayang to Shah Alam. Do you guys usually stay up late from the beginning till the end? Do lecturers take time on the weekends as well? Or you have free time on the weekends?

Ans= Normally there will be no class on Friday. Most of the lecturers will only make classes on Monday-Wednesday OR Tuesday-Thursday. Most of them are like that. There will be some changes if they have something important coming up, because there are not just do the lectures. Most of them hold an important post in UiTM too. But they always tell you guys earlier. And there will be no class during weekend. The class only takes 3-4 hours. Max 5 hrs, but it's very seldom to happen (still depending on the lecturers). Lecturers are not bothering us on weekend. No worries! Weekend is time to do our assignments and do the discussion haha. Im so lucky because my classmates love to have a group discussion. So it helps a lot in this journey. I have classmates that back and forth from Nilai to Shah Alam for every classes. I also got friend from Selayang - Shah Alam for her master class. And they made it! So do you. Don't worry ok :)

3. I read from your blog, it is really only 1 subject every month? For all 3 semesters?

Ans= Oh about that, I think you can just ignore the info. Because that's the modular system. My batch is the last batch with this modular program. Modular means we will have 1 subject every month, which is more tough than the semester system. There will be no semester break for the modular system. We just don't stop until 1 year. We have 12 subjects to be completed in 1 year. And another 2 subjects are proposal and thesis, which are on going through out the year. Tough here means, week 1, you already have lectures and quiz. Week 2 lectures, assignments and test. Week 3 more assignments and presentations. Week 4 assignments, presentations and final assessments. And then come the new month, so new subject will be started. And the cycle goes continuously. It's super tired bcs we don't have a break, at all. And then, we heard from the office that the next batch of students will have a semester system. No more modular system. Semester system means you will have 3 systems for this course. 1 semester maybe covers like 4 subjects. And it just a normal system like our degree. The mid sem break, semester break, and everything will just be the same like degree students. So just ignore about my post regarding 1 month = 1 subject. The semester system will be easier for you to plan and more organized. Trust me, modular system just messed up. So many disadvantages from advantages.

4. Per semester is 6 months? How long is the gap to the following semester?

Ans= Your break and so on will be exactly the same like degree students. You will receive a timetable for the whole semester. Faculty will give it to you during the registration day. So don't worry.

5. How is the lecturers in AAGBS? Are they friendly and helpful? Or are they that scary? (I'm curious 😂)

Ans= In average, they are all okay. Just nasib nasib lah kalau dapat yang over garang and cerewet tu. For MBA AA700, there will have few different groups of students, which is Group A, B, C and D. You will be given your group by the coordinator later. Each group will be having different lecturer for each subject. Unless kalau subject tu memang kekurangan lecturer, so maybe akan dapat lecturer yang sama dengan group lain. So it is really nasib. I always doa everytime before masuk bulan baru, before start new subjects tu. Risau dapat lecturer yang tak memahami and terlebih cerewet ni. Bcs it affects our marks. So pray hard!

6. Is it really every subject have 4 projects? How many times do you need to do presentations? How about the quizzes & tests?

Ans= The projects, assignments and presentations varies from each subject. But minimum is two presentations. Individual and group presentation. There is also subjects that have more than 2 presentations. Quizzes usually 2-3, test 1-2 and 1 final assessment. I think it will be more or less the same like degree one. But it all depends on lecturers. Seriously. Sometimes, subject tu sama, tapi lain lecturer lain cara pemarkahan dia. But these all happened during my time. Im sorry if now diorang dah tukar cara ke apa apa ke. Some subjects we need to conduct a project. Like during my time, for organizational behavior subject, we did an activity at Rumah anak yatim and bring them to visit Bank Negara Musuem and did few activites there. For HRM subject, we conduct an Iftar program and invited dean of the faculty and also industry people to give a talk after Iftar. For global business issue subject, we did an industrial visit to Melaka, where we visited few factories and Melaka FAMA for academic session, visited industri kecil and sederhana group, visited those people yang start up a business. Like during our time, we visited those who open steamboat restaurant, kedai kasut and and few other things. We also did the CSR activity with Melaka city council. And few more activities I can't remember now. So basically not all subjects need to conduct these kind of projects.

7. Will you share with me the suggested books, notes & past years or questions for all the subject thru out MBA?

Ans= Actually for the books and notes, it depends on your lecturers. So the lecturers will request you on what book to buy, and what notes you need to find. They sometimes give us notes too. There is no past year questions for the MBA program. Never had a past year before haha. What your lectures teach you in a class, that's what will come out on your final assessment. It's not that I don't wanna help you ya, hope you understand me. Hehe.

So I think that's all from me. I hope these are enough to kill your curiosity. All the best in your MBA journey! Do not worry too much because everything will be fine. One important tips I can share with you guys is that, please have a good group members that will cooperate with all the tasks and projects given. This is very very VERY critical for your research and assignments.

Orang boleh quit MBA, bergaduh dengan kawan kawan, jatuh sakit, menghilangkan diri, dan macam macam lagi, all due to stress. Semuanya juga disebabkan salah pilih team. So choose your team wisely because it really affects you and your works. It happened in every batch. It happened to me too. Take my advice, do not be too soft to those whore are not cooperate and not being responsible with their job. Do not repeat the same mistakes I did previously; BAGI MUKA sangat. At the end of the day, you are the one who will hurt, a lot. Anyway, study smart, work smart and pray hard. May Allah ease everything for you guys.

Till next post ya. Thanks for reading. Assalamualaikum.

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Recently I purchased one tudung brand by Hanis Zalikha which is Cakenis. Im aware that Hanis has few businesses and one of them is hijab brand but never crossed my mind and I never had intention to buy the tudung ever. Because I think they just sell an ordinary shawl that is so common in the market. Nothing special about the brand. But I don't know why until one day, I have been wanted to try Cakenis so bad, so I bought this plain heavy chiffon set in a box of three. I bought the London set. They've got me 3 colours which are dark purple, grey and brick red. The reason I bought those set was due to the fact that I have been wanted to wear it on my convocation day. For me, the grey colour is very pretty and I need to try it. Oh yup I have quite a number of dUCk scarves which I should wear one of them, but for my convocation day, I don't wanna wear eyelash shawl. I want baby seam so that's why Cakenis caught my attention. That is the main reason how I started searching the good tudung. There is also another set of plain chiffon, which also comes in a box of three. They are Temasek and Birthday set.

I decided to buy Cakenis shawl since I am also a tudung lover. I loveeeee beautiful tudung so much. I always wanted to have a nice tudung. So I finally purchased! The best thing is, Cakenis is also one of the home brand in FashionValet. FashionValet is known for E-commerce business that provides FREE SHIPPING across Malaysia. I have always shop my dUCkscarves at FashionValet so I love to collect the points there.

When the package arrived safe and sound, I am beyond happy with the material of the shawls. Before purchasing, I have read few comments on their instagram; said their material which is chiffon is among the BEST they ever had. (They=customer). It was kinda hard to find heavy chiffon like how Cakenis offer. Not all heavy chiffon has the same good quality. They've got so many different grades and quality. That is why the price varies. Not all heavy chiffon is in a best condition and not all heavy chiffon has satisfied me. But in the case of Cakenis, their heavy chiffon is the best I ever had so far (in a heavy chiffon range, of course)! Seriously superb! The quality of the chiffon, it flows nicely, and the drape is so beautiful. I think I have fallen in LOVE.

London set

Soo beautiful! Loves the details so much

I have been wanted to buy another set of plain chiffon because I now a fan of Cakenis. They said CAKENISAN. Hahaha. However, during that time the only available set is London, Temasek and Birthday Cake, which Temasek and Birthday both got the least likely colours choices. So I would not buy it. My hope is high for Cakenis to launch another set of colour that has a soft and pastel hues. Because that's my favourite!

These are the box design of London and Temasek's collection. Both collection priced RM135 each. So it will be RM45/piece. In my opinion, the price is very much affordable. Not too pricey. Since this is a brand owned by celebrity, so RM135 is still reasonable

Temasek's colours collection. Pretty isn't?

Just by looking at this, please, you can imagine how it will drapes beautifully

This is Birthday Cake collection. Shades of chocolate. But this price is a lil bit different which is RM150

The box is also slightly differ from other plain collection because it was launched because of Cakenis's anniversary, if Im not mistaken since I am new to Cakenis hehe. Sorry if Im wrong.

Back to Cakenis shawl, here I wanna list down some info and what I like about Cakenis, so it will be easier for you guys to do some review and will help you decide whether to buy or not to buy. InshaAllah, hopefully ya.

BEST material - I totally fall in love with the material; heavy chiffon. I don't know how to explain, there is no words to describe it. For your information, I am the one who are very fussy, choosy, picky, particular, etc etc kinda person in choosing the tudung. I will look for so many factors before buying and choose the tudung. Material, stitches, measurement and size, colours, weight of the shawl, as it will affect the drapes, easily shape and what not. When I first received the shawl and try straight away try all of them, it seriously one of the best shawl I ever had, no doubt! Suddenly it became my favourite. You got to trust me. Elok cantik terletak, drapes beautifully, tak jarang, dan kemas. My friends know me very well. Yang sampai tahap kalau nak beli any tudung (shawl/bawal) diorang akan suruh I decide and diorang takkan pertikaikan apa apa sebab diorang percaya dengan pilihan I.
Measurement - Kelebihan Cakenis ni I rasa ada kat measurement dia. The measurement is LONG and WIDE enough to cover chest and aurat perfectly. Trust me. The measurement is around 190cm x 70cm. So memang cukup panjang dan lebar untuk buat apa apa style, sambil tu still BOLEH tutup dada. Mostly shawl 175cm paling panjang pun 180cm. And lebar pun tak sampai 70cm pun. Bagi I lah kan, bab measurement ni Cakenis memang tak lokek and kedekut langsung. I memang sangat selesa if panjang and labuh shawl macam ni. Just nice for me.
The stitches (jahitan) - Jahitan baby seam yang kemas tapi tak la terlalu kemas. Sebab ada je 1-2 shawl yang certain part, jahitan dia tak berapa nak konsisten. Part jahitan memang tak boleh lawan jahitan dUCkscarves yang sentiasa superb and konsisten. Walaupun macam tu, overall sebenarnya jahitan Cakenis ni okay sangat! Mungkin sebab I terlalu cerewet and particular sampai I perasan the small details. But I memang suka jahitan baby seam Cakenis sebab bila pakai nampak cantik elok terbentuk kat muka.
The hooks - I suka dia ada hook! The hooks are very adjustable so beberapa size muka pun boleh pakai. No pins are needed. So sesuai sangat siapa yang sensitive kat bawah dagu tu tak boleh letak pin ke kan. Memang problem solved! Sangat memudahkan. Serious talk.
Comes in a box - The design of the box for each collection is differ. All designs for me are very simple and very nice to see. It is perfectly great to make as a gift too!

As you can see, that's the hook attached at the tudung. There will be three adjustable sizes to suits everyone's face

And then recently, Cakenis just launched another set of collection, which is Cakenis Seoul! I am so excited for this collection this time because of the colours, oh my god, definitely my favourite! All pastels and soft colour. If possible I wanted to buy through FashionValet website bcause I want that free postage + I will get points at FV. But Cakenis only open this collection for stockist and agent at the moment. I want it so badly to the extent I did send email to Cakenis to ask the team if they will put the Seoul Collection at FashionValet.

I present you, Seoul collection guys! These are the colours to die for! As a pastel lover, this is so much my favourite!

Look at the pretty colours! Im so in love! The details are so perfect. Love the baby seam hemming, the metal tag, the way it presented in the box is very nicely packed

The box is too pretty to handle

*all pictures above were taken from Cakenis instagram

I can't wait anymore because Im afraid it will be out of stocks. So I look for a stockist and trusted agent to buy this Seoul collection. Most of the agent/stockist charged RN10 for postage. I don't want to pay for a postage. And then I continue my searching until I finally found an agent that provide free postage. So I just needed to pay the price of the shawls only.

Overall, I am very much satisfied with the quality of the shawls they served. I really hope they keep on producing more beautiful colours because Im now an official Cakenisan! Lol. But to Cakenis team, I really hope you won't keep on producing the same colour with the previous collection. It will be a total wasted if we already have the colours, and you keep repeating that one. You know what I mean right?

I think thats all for now. Next I will be reviewing the Lily cake - satin shawl. It was my favourite printed too!

Till next entry. Assalamualaikum.

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Kita selalu ada habit untuk tangguhkan atau melambat-lambatkan sesuatu kerja. Betul tak? Senang cerita, bak kata omputeh procrastinate at its best. Procrastine tu ialah tindakan untuk melewatkan atau penangguhan; menunda melakukan sesuatu. Contoh ambil kat diri sendiri lah ye, tak payah cari contoh jauh jauh. Me myself meamng suka dan selalu rasa malas nak mandi. Nak mandi ni punya lah susah. Orang orang tua cakap, bercinta betul. Maksudnya macam beratnya lah nak buat benda tu. Dari 1 jam, ke jam berikutnya dan berikutnya sampai lah jadi 12 tengah malam ke atas. Selalu sangat dah mandi lewat. I tahu benda ni tak bagus tapi procrastination hit me hard. Bukan malam je, kalau waktu siang pun sama. Bila penyakit malas mandi ni datang, dia jadi betul betul malas. My mum sampai cakap "haaa baguslah mandi sehari sekali je. Jimat air" Kecuali kalau ada hal yang kena keluar, tu memang cepat je lah mandi.

Lagi satu contoh, nak solat tu kekadang syaitan punya lah menghasut. Kalau waktu Zohor, I selalu sangat buat macam ni "kejap lagi lah. Pukul 2 lah. Eh 2.30pm lah. Eh 3 lah. 3 awal lagi" dan benda ni berlanjutan. Kadang kadang waktu Asar pun macamtu. End up, kita akan selalu solat dihujung waktu. Teruk kan? Astaghfirullah.

Contoh lain, kerja dapur/kerja rumah. Pinggan dalam sink tu takde lah banyak sangat, tapi malas yang amat nak cuci. Padahal kalau buat terus tu, berapa minit je dah siap. Tapi bila perasaan malas tu dah datang, haih. Entah nak jadi apa taktahu la. Anak dara apa macam ni? Contoh lain lagi, sidai kain. Malasnya tu Tuhan je yang tahu. Malas sangat nak sidai kain duk tangguh tangguh. Kadang tu sampai 2 bakul kena sidai sebab tangguh punya pasal. Belum masuk part lipat kain baju lagi. Selagi tak ada 2 gunung Everest selagi tu lah mood nak lipat baju tu tak sampai. Korang fahamkan perasaan I?

Dan banyak lagi lah sebenarnya contoh contoh yang kita selalu tangguh kerja kita. Maybe korang pun antara yang suka bertangguh tangguh. Procrastination at our best. Gituuu. Takpe, I faham. Benda ni sangat normal. Perasan tak yang kita selalu suka lewatkan/tangguhkan perkara/pekerjaan yang simple dan mudah je yang cuma perlu masa 5-10 minutes je. Perasan tak? Yang kalau benda tu kita buat, sekejap je dah siap. Contoh mandi. Bukan lama pun. Kalau kita angkat punggung terus bangun untuk mandi, haaa kejap je dah settle. Sama juga macam solat. Kalau kita buat solat tu sekejap je pun, 5 minit je. Kerja kerja rumah yang lain pun macam tu juga. Dan juga kerja kerja simple yang lain.

Kat sini, I nak share tips yang I jumpa kat twitter. I tak ingat siapa yang tweet sebab I tak follow dia. Tweet dia lalu pun sebab ada one of my followings yang retweet tweet dia. Ok tweet dia suggest untuk kita cepat cepat lakukan task kita if task tu ambil masa hanya 5 minit. Maksudnya kalau task tu sejenis yang simple dan mudah, contoh MANDI dan SOLAT, kita jangan tangguh. Terus buat je.

So I cuba apply konsep tu untuk aktiviti harian I. Al maklumlah lagi lagi sempena azam tahun baru ni kan, nak lah berubah and buang habit mandi lewat bagai tu. Kengkonon mandi lewat tu tak baik untuk kesihatan. So I started with mana mana yang perlukan hanya 5-10 minit tu, I terus buat. Tak tangguh tangguh lagi dah. I cuba sehabis baik untuk taknak tangguh. Bila I rasa malas nak mandi, I akan set dalam kepala ok mandi 5 minit je, so I akan terus bangun untuk mandi. And settled! Macam tu juga dengan solat. Bila rasa nak tangguh tu, kena fikir yang solat ni sekejap je 5 minit je. Kalau 5 minit je, terus buat jangan tangguh. So settled! Dan lain lain seperti basuh pinggan mangkuk dalam sink dan sidai baju. Dan beberapa task lain I apply jugak konsep 5 minit ni.

So apa hasilnya? Hasilnya ialah takde lagi dah masalah mandi lewat, solat lewat, itu ini settled cepat. Takde dah masalah sepah sana sini, tak terurus sana sini. Takde lagi masalah asyik aku je sidai kain, kau lah pulak sidai. Asyik aku je buang sampah, kau lah pulak. Takde dah masalah siapa kena buat itu ini. Sebab dengan konsep 5 minute task ni la, kita akan terus cepat je buat. Pap pap pap siap! Haa takde dah mak ayah kita nak bebel bebel itu ini sebab semuanya completely done! Lagi satu bila kita solat di awal waktu tu, kita akan rasa banyak je masa Allah bagi. Bila rasa banyak masa, kita boleh buat macam macam aktiviti. Baru lah rasa produktif sikit. Ye dak?

Gituuu. I takde lah suruh semua dalam rumah ni buat macam tu. Sebab I rasa I je kot bermasalah macamni. So cukup lah I sorang je ubah diri perangai semua ni. Umur pun dah 25. Kena sedar diri hahaha.

Ok lah tu je sharing I setakat ni. I just nak share, cuba lah you guys apply konsep 5 minutes task ni. Percayalah korang akan rasa lebih teratur dan tersusun. Hati pun akan rasa tenang je. Happy je sebab semua benda simple TAPI penting tu kita dah pun buat. InshaAllah. Semoga apa yang I share ni dapat lah bagi manfaat walaupun sikit untuk korang ye.

Salam sayang dari I, till next entry. Assalamualaikum.

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Dear 2018, thanks for all the memories, lessons and blessing. Dear 2019, I AM READY!

So everyone must has their own resolutions right? So am I. I just wanna make it memorable here. Let me share my 2019 resolutions here. Some of them is actually 2018 resolutions that has not been fulfilled yet.

Lose some weight - Misi nak kurus ni dah lama dari tahun sebelum sebelum tu lagi hehe. I am so bad at this. I need to do something this year otherwise I will be losing my self confidence. My insecurity level will be so high. I will avoid so many people because they keep asking why Im gaining so much weight. Obviously because I eat, right? Sometimes people are so lucky and blessed with a good slim body. I love my body the way it is. I know it's good if I can lose some weigth. But I still feel grateful and appreciate my body the way it is. It just the people at my surrounding keep saying things that I couldn't change immediately (reduce my weight immediately), hence it does make me down. These kind of people did not understand this just because they are not facing the problem. I really think in 2019, people should stop body shaming and stop questioning why you are so thin, why you are so fat, etc etc. And please jangan lah tegur tegur depan orang. Have some privacy lah kalau mulut tu tak tahan sangat nak tegur. Just jangan malukan dia depan orang. Please have some respect.
Secure a permenant job - I hope 2019 will be the year where I can have my permanent, dream job. I can't wait to finally being able to give duit raya to my mum and dad, my brrothers and relatives. It's time to be serious in having a job if I want to start thinking about wedding preparation. If possible I only wanted to get married when I already have a stable and good carrier. InshaAllah please pray for me.
Less is more - I want to apply this concept in my skincare and makeup routine. I wanna focus on really important and basic thing/steps first. Misi mencantikkan diri is on! If I dah betul betul not skip the basic things, then I will go for advanced. Starting 1st January 2019, I started to try Mary Kay Timewise Age Minimize 3D. Hopefully this range will suits me as I have spent so much many on Mary Kay products! Mary Kay is so expensive. I hope it worth it!
Do a part time, small business - Orang cakap, bisness kecil kecilan untuk dapat side income. I belum fikir apa apa lagi as for now Im trying to apply for a permenant job first. It will comes later. One by one. Slowly but surely. Gituuu.
Kurangkan berbelanja - Trying to do some saving this year. Taknak boros boros kalau boleh. This year if possible I nak kurangkan beli duckscarves! Not until I get a good and nice salary. After that boleh continue. Tu pun tengok lah if bebrbaloi. Sebab sekarang I dah suka Cakenis! Cakenis serious best. I will do the review about cakenis later. Yang penting, I nak kawal diri daripada beli benda bukan bukan. Hopefully berjaya lah sebab Im kinda boros bcs I find everything is cute! #prayformyfuturehusband hahaha! Trying my best to always remember this on my mind "keperluan > kemahuan"
Mandi awal - I selalu mandi lewat malam. So this year I nak try untuk mandi awal. Taknak dah mandi lewat malam macam selalu. I don't like that habit.
Sempurnakan solat 5 waktu - Im trying to be a better Muslim untuk taknak tinggalkan solat dan cuba sedaya upaya I untuk solat diawal waktu. Kalau boleh taknak dah solat hujung hujung waktu. Sebab I percaya, if kita jaga solat, Allah akan jaga kita. If solat kita sempurna, hidup kita akan sempurna. Ya Allah, semoga aku sentiasa berusaha dan rajin untuk menyempurnakan solatku. Amin.
Perbanyakkan solat sunat Dhuha - Semoga tahun ni I lebih rajin untuk solat sunat Dhuha sebab tu pembawa rezeki. InshaAllah. I nak tengok and witness sendiri apa solat Dhuha ni boleh bagi kesan positif dekat I. So I kena lah buat.
Belajar berenang - I tak reti berenang. So I betul betul teringin nak join swimming class. I hope this year I will be able to swim. Because swimming is basic necessity that everyone must know, right? Dalam Islam pun kita digalakkan untuk tahu berenang, memanah dan berkuda. So I will focus on swimming first.
Update blog - Last but not least, I want to be more active in updating my blog. Hopefully I lebih rajin untuk tulis entry. Actually ada banyak sangat benda untuk dikongsi but I didn't make it to express it here. Semoga tahun ni I menjadi lebih rajin.

So in conclusion, my 2019 resolutions basically to be more RAJIN in everything. May Allah ease everything for all of us. May 2019 be more merrier and enable us to become a better person. Happy New Year 2019 guys! Kalau azam 2018/2017/2016 and so on tak tercapai takpe, boleh cuba lagi this year. Thank you to each one of you guys that were always be there for me, financially, emotionally and physically, who made my life more meaningful. I may look dull and boring and not appreciating you all but trust me, I am always be grateful to Him for surrounding me with beautiful, crazy, kind & successful people that I always proud of.

Till next entry, Assalamualaikum.

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Assalamualaikum dan Salam Tahun Baru 2019 to all of you!

Alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas dalam tahun baru 2019 ni. Alhamdulillah keluarga tersayang dan kawan kawan rapat masih disisi. Semoga Allah panjangkan umurku, ummi dan ayahku, adik adikku, keluarga tersayang dan kawan kawan yang disayangi. Semoga kami sentiasa berada dalam perlindungan Allah, diberikan kesihatan yang baik, dipermudahkan segala urusan, dikurniakan rezeki yang halal yang melimpah ruah, dijauhkan dari segala kejahatan manusia dan kejahatan makhluk dimuka bumi ini. Semoga dijauhkan dari bala bencana, kecelakaan dan hutang dan kejahatan manusia. Aminnn ya Rabbal Alamin.

On 30th December 2018, not a very good mood to end my 2018. I was feeling sad and down as my gelang emas has been missing. I don't know kat mana dia tercicir but memang sedih. Sedih gila, I nangis kot. Lepastu nak taknak, I kena redha. Alhamdulillah I redha. Beberapa bulan je pakai gelang tu. Sekejap je Allah pinjamkan untuk merasa pakai. Maybe hilangnya gelang tu adalah yang terbaik

untuk I. Kita taktahu. But Allah knows best.

Mungkin Allah tak redha. I beli gelang tu guna duit sendiri + I topup dengan duit BR1M yang I dapat RM450 awal tahun haritu. Masa dapat duit BR1M tu memang tak sangka dapat sebab tak apply. Lagipun I dah dapat KadS1M RM250. Mungkin data I still ada dalam database tu sebab I pernah apply BR1M tahun 2017 (masa tu dah habis degree and menganggur). "Bila ada sedikit yang haram ke dalam campuran banyaknya yang halal, ia akan tetap menjadi haram". Tetiba terjumpa quote ni. Entah lah mungkin Allah nak tunjuk yang duit BR1M tu tak halal. Allah tak redha so Allah ambik balik gelang tu. Now I redha, mungkin semua ni ada hikmah. I nak fikir positive dan bersangka baik yang Allah sayangkan I. Dia taknak I guna atau pakai sesuatu yang bukan hak I.

Mungkin juga ni ujian dan dugaan. Atau Allah akan gantikan dengan yang lebih baik. InshaAllah. Apa apa pun, kita kena sentiasa positive. Kena sentiasa fikir yang semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Cuma kita je taktahu and belum nampak apa hikmah tu.

Tahun 2018 Alhamdulillah ada beberapa azam dah pun tercapai. Ada juga yang belum (azam nak kurus). Azam nak kurus ni kita bawa ke tahun 2019 pulak ye. Semoga terlaksana lah hendaknya. Gituuu hahaha.

So, recapping my 2018 journey...

Improved my skincare routine. Not as perfectly as planned, but improved a lot. The previous year (2017) tu I malas gila cuci muka. But 2018 I dah semakin rajin (even ada juga cheatday tak cuci muka). Tapi I make used of toner and moisturizer very well.
Got a good CGPA for my MBA. Alhamdulillah. It was unexpected. I target lulus je. Alhamdulillah in all subjects yang I ambik, satu subjek je I dapat B, which is strategic management. Yang lain semua A and A-. It was an achievement for me.
First family day plan went well. First time buat yang kumpulkan keluarga belah Ayah > belah Opah dalam satu moyang. Meaning that, anak beranak setiap adik beradik opah ada. Next family day inshaAllah coming soon.
Ummi dan Ayah selamat pergi dan balik dari menunaikan Umrah. Alhamdulillah.
End of MBA classes.
Performed my Viva Voce, my correction has been completed and thesis submitted!
Celebrated my birthday together with family gathering sempena Ummi and Ayah balik dari Umrah dengan sihat dan selamat. Siap pasang khemah kat luar rumah sebab rumah kecik je. Datang family belah Ummi Ayah terus jadi sempit rumah hehe.
Got a lot of free shawls from donutscarves due to my birthday and contest.
Kejadian takde air kat Shah Alam dan kawasan sekitar selama seminggu. Sampai kena mandi kat MASMED and last sekali tidur hotel bluewave sebab air tangki dah habis. Hahaha
Went to AME 2018 Concert (Anugerah Meletop ERA) under Alif Satar Official Fanclub gituuu because of getting free ticket!
GIFTED first vacation to Cameron Highlands went well! To many more trips with GIFTED
My first time voting experience #PRU14 #GE14 and terus tukar kerajaan. Kahkah
Together cat ruang tamu rumah dengan family #colourbaru #peach
Got a beautiful watch that I love so much, my wishlist, it was a gift from him which he bought at London with my name engraved at the back #fossil
Part time worked for 7 months and got to know new friends which they were so funny that I laughed everyday! Thanks for the memories guys.
Able to graduate on time #MBA and celebrated with family. I appreciated those who came and thanks for all the warm wishes and flowers too. Special thanks to my mum and dad, of course!
Mia 6th years graduation day! So proud of her. My baby girl isn't baby anymore.
Trip to Kuching Sarawak. First time in Kuching! Tried aiskrim gula apong and mee kolok. Sedap sangat nak lagi...
Bestie's wedding day! Being an unofficial bridesmaid to her #GIFTED #OneDown

After reflecting on what an awesome and challenging year 2018 was, I am feeling quite proud of myself. I am so grateful and blessed for a colourful 2018. I don't know how to put my 2018 into words. And there's no great picture to describe it in details. I am so blessed with everything (every single thing) happened to me and to my surrounding. Alhamdulillah. Bismillah as we enter 2019. HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

Will update my 2019 resolution tomorrow. It's 2.50am now Im getting sleepy. Goodnight! Thanks for reading. May Allah bless us all.

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